The mood has got me very political, and philosophical..Equality to all, thats what our constitution says; I believe my Civics wasnt that bad!! And now that I hv come back from a frenzy filled travel, that began or 3rd from Bhopal, to Delhi,then Mumbai and Kharagpur, and then back to ranchi, i realise that equality is a Hate word for me now. i cant remember me being so frustated about anything to such an extent ever before.. As if all those interviews- XLRI,IIT D,B,KGP, XIMB, GIM were not enough a torture for me, it came with a free free gift- a realization that I was not welcome at any of those interviews.
Every experience gave me jitters- as if the panel felt i had wasted up 1 seat, that maybe some 3-4 years "much worthy" work ex guy might have earned, had it not been for a useless me. To make things worse, IIT KGP and XIMB guys even made the point that had I been a work ex then they would have thought better of me!! Really insane..
Really now that I sit at home and reflect upon the last 240 hours or so..I realise how much time, money and efforts I invested into a business- and that hasnt given me any dividends- atleast none that I can fathom now. Just a tiny realization- that at this crisis economy time, the World seems against you-if you are a fresher!!! Too bad..
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